Jo's tag fulfilled

Why lar tag me, Jo.... T_T... and why lar, tell me, kai.... now I need to do this... and so many questions...... depressing nia.

1. What age do you wish to marry?
Marriage arrr? Pak tor oso not yet lar... long way to go, considering that I still have a shitlong way to go pursuing the license to pursue even more. We'll see as things go... =P and a relationship is so not a thing to get into now--- for me lah.

2. What will you do when you feel really emo?
I will.... rant all day long, rush to my bed, cry and fall asleep, hoping that I will forget about wat made me emo... although that will obviously not be the case. I guess my piano all the way back in Malaysia is usually my listener.

3. Who is your idol?
Idol? No one, i guess. Or maybe an image of me I want to pursue and become I have in my head. LOL... and 我不自恋!

4. Where is the place you want to go most?
It would be the furthest corner of the world where I can enjoy just maybe an hour away from the world that we live in, just to find out who I am.

5. If you have one dream to come true, what would it be?
It would be that my family, friends can always be happy and healthy and if, I were to die before them, give me enough time to spend time with each of them before I take flight. Crazy thought, but somehow always had that in mind, not to forget, that I will always remember that they are not there forever and not take their existence or love for granted. Oh wait, that's 3, oh well, I'm greedy.

6. What is the purpose of your life?
Not much. Still looking for a direction. But one thing I'm sure. Love my family and friends (although I don't think I'm doing that exactly well now, considering my frequent disappearance.)

7. What are you afraid to lose the most right now?
People I love.

8. What cheers you up for the rest of the day?
What cheers me up? Good question, I have no idea. I guess it's good to have a simple mind sometimes, gah... I'm thinking a lot again. LOL.

9. If you meet someone you love, would you confess to him/her?
Why not? It might be the first and the last. Tell someone you love them before you lose th chance to do so.

10. List out 3 good things about the person who tagged you.
He's cool. He's urm... God loving? and he's I'm sure, a good friend to have.

11. What type of person do you hate the most?
I guess bitches are the worst people you can get in the world, if you get what I mean.

12. What would you do if you won a million dollars?
A million?! For now, I think I will try to multiply that by some multiples, and hopefully, give it out for causes that will do some changes to the world we live in today.

13. What is your ambition?
Well, I'm not sure yet. I'm taking medicine, but it seems that this degree opens you up to so much choices. I have no idea yet. I'll take things as the come.

14. What will you do if you get rejected by someone you like?
I will wish that person the best and always be a friend available, bright and sunny or dark and stormy. It may hurt, but I'm sure love is deeper than being together with someone. I'll quote a line I saw somewhere: "Love @ 1st sight isnt a miracle but two lookin @ each other 4eva, that's miracle!" Well, I trust if you can't be in what we see as lovers today, you can still be there for the person you love.

15. If you have a chance, which part of your character would you like to change?
OMG, why this question! This list is gonna be so long. But I will list a few that I will definitely work to try to change (and also to serve as a reminder for myself):
1. Taking people around me for granted.
2. Having mood-swings at totally random times for no reason, which sometimes piss people off. (And i'm really sorry to those people I have pissed off before)
3. Stop looking back, instead, use the past for reflection and learning to improve myself in the coming future.
4. Not fulfilling things that I have said or promised to do, but backed out in the end, without prior notice.
5. Appreciate all that I have and show that.

A lot more... and I will definitely try and change them before

16. What is your favourite colour?
No colour in particular. I guess as long as they match well, it's good. But red, blue and green would be interesting colours, not to wear on, but for the fact that they are the few main colours of visible light that will give you the whole spectrum of colours you see in light.

17. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
That will be like Jo's answer, what I'm most afraid of losing.

18. If there's one thing in your life you want to do but yet unable to, what would it be?
Set all the wrongs I have done in my life right before I can't do it anymore, especially wrongs that I've done to other people.

19. What would you do if tomorrow is the last day of the world?
Last day of the world? Give my all to let people I love know I love and appreciate them.

20. What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?
I think if that person can understand the me no one sees, not even myself, to some extent, that's the right person.

Oh my, I feel a bit naked after posting this post. You people reading it had better not spread this around. I know my readership is quite low, so I'll trust you guys and girls readin this. Heh. And sorry for making you guys going through such a long long post. It's almost like a journey through my thoughts for myself too. AND it's okay if you do fall asleep reading it, because it seriously is excrutiatingly boring. (This was done partly also to satisfy my dear friend, Kai.)

Now, to complete the tag by tagging 2 other innocent individuals who have done no wrong to me. First, it will be my dear partner who haven't yet made a post on this blog, Mr. Foo Chuan Shen.

The second lucky person will be my dear friend Li Yenn who is here in Edinburgh with me. Wakakakaka. I feel so evil now.

K... enough with that high. And sorry for that bloody long post. Now, I shall go back into the "invisible from the world" mode. Till next time ;)